do you believe in something beautiful?

then get up and be it. - Ted Leo and the Pharmacists

hellohellohello. ;D

i don't even know where to start? i've had a fantastic day.

im just...smiley! woke up and felt horrible, just wanted to crawl 

back into bed and have a cry. but no, i got my act together

 and headed to school. late of course. (i don't do well going in on time.)

but anyway, the reasons i'm happy! i think i did really well today.

when i got up i did 6 minutes of wall sits in 2 minute slots. 

boy i never knew it could be so painful, ive been outta the game

 for too long. then i went for a run.

(on the treadmill, wouldn't dare be seen outside in that state :P)

so yeah, that made me feel a little better about myself. 

showed i am going to take this healthy crap seriously aha. 

so got to school and soon after, the lads were heading out for 

a pizza. they offered me a slice or two and i said no.

they laughed and said something about stupid girls on stupid diets.

coming from the guys who spend 3 hours in the gym daily? nice one.

so that was my second pinch of victory in the day. 

after classes i popped into town to see my boyf for a while, 

with his exams and my exams all being so hectic, 

we havent seen a lot of each other. its hard. see the thing is, 

we went to school together before we graduated. 

i saw him all day, everyday (boarding school). 

and then the summer came and we spent it together, as you do. 

 so i had gotten used to having him there. but then i ended up back

 in school repeating and he went on to uni.

cos im repeating, im taking this year seriously(ish) 

so couldnt see as much of each other. 

and now we both have exams so we dont see each other at all.

but thankfully today i got a text seeing if i wanted to meet up. 

it was just lovely, it felt the same.

 i was so afraid not seeing each other

would create a distance or something, 

but no. we're still the same. :D

so that took a fook load off my mind, woop. 

and now I am going to go for a cycle and then have a nice long,

well deserved shower. and maybe a cuppa tea :D

[side note: to everyone who posted on my last entry thing, 

thanks so much for the exercise advice! ima set myself up 

a nice little routine with your advice! <3]

--jellyworm <3